It's Time for a new Whatever Thread!

[Natasha~]

^ Oh Katja, I'm sure you'll be great. Instructors rarely ask students to do that unless they have full confidence in their knowledge. Good work! I know you'll do great.
xo

[mana]

Thanks for your support Natasha! I'll try to do my best. ^^

[Aims]

Ooh good luck!

[Hellfire]

we'll keep our fingers crossed for ya. i'm sure you'll do great.

[Aims]

Ahhh.. la la la lala.... I'm bored.
Really wish it was this time tomorrow already, don't feel like going to work tomorrow.
The weather is SO grot right now too. Was pissing down for a good hour or so today. And there's been floods up north. But then, it's that time of year so whatever.

Homogenic is like the best Björk album ever.

*sigh*

Ooh here comes the bit that always makes me think of Tanja!

I thought I could organise freedom... how Scandinavian of me...

;D

Ok I'll stop rambling about random crap now.

[Natasha~]

^ I love that line too!
xo

[Hellfire]

so do i, although i couldn't be further away from that reality... meanwhile, aimee, i see your bored and raise you a stiff neck.

[mana]

Thanks for the support! So, a little report:
The day was fine, no problems. I was a bit nervous in the morning but the students mostly did what I told them to do. In the first class which was 8th grade pupils were a couple of boys that couldn't behave no matter how many times I told them to do their work. But in the same group was also my little sister. ^^ And 7th grade pupils were okay and high school students were the most convenient group because they weren't wild.
And my art teacher called me after the school day. She asked me how it went and said that after Easter she's probably away again and she will contact me then.

[Aims]

Ooh glad it went well!

[Aims]

And HI Nattie I can see you

[Natasha~]

LOL^ Hi!
xo

[Aims]

majorly delayed reaction

[Natasha~]

^ Yeeeah. I was at work. Lol.
xo

[Aims]

lol
how's it going?


(this delayed conversation thing is fun)

[Hellfire]

dammit, why is no one ever online when i am?

[Natasha~]

I'm okay, just chillin' out at home. Thank god. I'm tired of my job, I hate it in fact.
xo

[Hellfire]

you and me both, are you lookin' for something else?

[Natasha~]

No, but I'm changing my availability to two days a week. I don't want to work at all right now, my mental capacity has gone down by about 75% in the past few weeks. I've been having panic attacks galore lately.
xo

[Hellfire]

oh, do you take any medication? i used to have severe panic attacks when i was in 8th, 9th and 10th grades. then it went away and a couple months before the end of the year they came back. right now they're under control, but i've always got my extra stash of prozac and lithium hidden away for when i need them. i try not to think of them too much otherwise it all goes as ice cream topping, though.

[Natasha~]

^ No I'm not on meds, I've been off meds for a few years now. I'm trying to fight this with herbal remedies, meditation and positive thought but somedays I just can't control it. it gets to the point where even if I try to calm down I can't breathe deep enough to catch myself for a while, sometimes days. I was even so depressed the other day I almost deleted my TF account. I decided to stay away from the computer for a few days instead. No specific reason as to why I wanted to delete it, I just felt overwhelmed by life.
I think we should move this discussion to the health board....follow me.
toriforum.proboards47.com/index.cgi?board=health&action=display&thread=1170538593
xo