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Post by lilyella on Feb 7, 2003 21:23:34 GMT -5
well, left the fiance off at the airport today for his quick two day trip home to Long Island...i know i'm being such a big baby, but i miss him...  and my grandpa just peed all over our seude chair, so the entire house is in chaos....good god... anyway, just a little sad, lonely, and kinda grossed out. hmm....well, goodnight. |
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Post by waitressboy on Feb 7, 2003 21:35:52 GMT -5
look, the other day i was sad too... but in my case, i wasn't sure of why. but let me tell you something: after the storm, there's always a rainbow. maybe you see it the day after that, or it may take a week for u to see it. but sadness always leaves you. kisses. a little hug for your soul. take care  |
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Post by idreaminsilver on Feb 7, 2003 21:39:57 GMT -5
Things will start looking up, it just may take awhile.  Keep us updated on how you are doing. And also, I dont think you are a baby at all because you miss your fiance..... love always makes feel every emotion under the sun. Take care* *charlene |
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Post by lilyella on Feb 7, 2003 21:41:09 GMT -5
thanks waitressboy  it's hard to have him (my fiance) leave, we're joined at the hip all the time i'm really just a big baby...like i can't wait another day...hahaha.... you are so, so sweet...and you definately made me smile, so thank you! |
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Post by lilyella on Feb 7, 2003 21:43:08 GMT -5
charlene~
heehee, i feel so dumb, just sitting here crying a bit, when i'm going to see him soon!
i love being here...it's people like you that make me feel better no matter what (((hugs))) thanks!!
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Post by waitressboy on Feb 7, 2003 21:52:10 GMT -5
lilyella, i guess that all the torifans we have some kind of unexplicable connection between us...
whenever you're sad, you can always trust is some of us.
we love you!!!!!
and your fiance too!!!!!!!
just smile, cry, live...
a little words 2 u:
recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone
I recommend walking around naked in your living room
Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill)
It feels so good (swimming in your stomach)
Wait until the dust settles
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
I recommend biting off more then you can chew to anyone
I certainly do
I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at any time
Feel free
Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind)
Hold it up (to the rays)
You wait and see when the smoke clears
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
Wear it out (the way a three-year-old would do)
Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway)
The fire trucks are coming up around the bend
You live you learn
You love you learn
You cry you learn
You lose you learn
You bleed you learn
You scream you learn
You grieve you learn
You choke you learn
You laugh you learn
You choose you learn
You pray you learn
You ask you learn
You live you learn
kisses, hugs, and walk on!!!!!!
look for the rainbow, dude!!!!
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Post by DaturaFae on Feb 7, 2003 23:23:47 GMT -5
I hope that things get a little better for you, lilyella! I know how it is to be separated from my guy. When we're together we are inseparable (sp?) but there's been many times when we haven't been able to see each other for up to 5 or 6 weeks. (We live in the same town, but during the school year we are in schools that are several states apart). And hey, you're not being a baby, I still get the same way when we're apart for even a couple of days. Hang in there! |
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Post by Leonie on Feb 8, 2003 11:44:05 GMT -5
take care sweetie!! i know how you feel, been there love, Leonie |
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Post by paulio on Feb 8, 2003 12:50:36 GMT -5
sorry you're having a rough day. i know what it's like to miss someone and it's a terrible feeling. but things will look up soon and don't forget how much fun reunions can be! Hang in there til then! |
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Post by lilyella on Feb 8, 2003 13:29:00 GMT -5
just wanted to say  to all of you!!! i was so upset last night by family crap and missing Jared, i just needed to vent and there you all were you guys rock, thank you so much for your compassion. this truly is a great place to be, whether you're happy, crazy, sad, or just blah! anyway, i'm feeling so good today - my cousin is coming over to help me make favors for my little sister's baby shower, so that will be mega fun....and Jae comes home soon! AND he got a new job, starting monday, that will DOUBLE our income....WOO-HOO! so now the wedding planning is DEFINITELY on, and i couldn't be happier. you guys were right....lonliness isn't forever. i was being a baby last night, but maybe having 2 drinks didn't help. (or my grandpa peeing all over the place... oh god, the poor man....) woo-hoo, off to make decorations! guys so, so much! thanks again! ~*lilyella*~ |
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Post by Leonie on Feb 8, 2003 13:30:24 GMT -5
just wanted to say to all of you!!! i was so upset last night by family crap and missing Jared, i just needed to vent and there you all were you guys rock, thank you so much for your compassion. this truly is a great place to be, whether you're happy, crazy, sad, or just blah! anyway, i'm feeling so good today - my cousin is coming over to help me make favors for my little sister's baby shower, so that will be mega fun....and Jae comes home soon! AND he got a new job, starting monday, that will DOUBLE our income....WOO-HOO! so now the wedding planning is DEFINITELY on, and i couldn't be happier. you guys were right....lonliness isn't forever. i was being a baby last night, but maybe having 2 drinks didn't help. (or my grandpa peeing all over the place... oh god, the poor man....) woo-hoo, off to make decorations! guys so, so much! thanks again! ~*lilyella*~ woohoo!! im glad you're feeling happy again!!!! too!!!! |
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Post by Mary on Feb 8, 2003 15:16:21 GMT -5
Your grandpa peed all over your chair? My goodness whatever for? Thats horrible. Sorry to hear your fiance is gone for a while. My husband is gone for the weekend as well, I miss him terribly! BOO!
Love, Haullie
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it's hard to have him (my fiance) leave, we're joined at the hip all the time 
to all of you!!! i was so upset last night by family crap and missing Jared, i just needed to vent and there you all were 
