Post by :~:fishdust:~: on May 18, 2005 2:15:59 GMT -5
hello hello again!
so today at 12pm... tori was going to appear at JB-hi fi... a CD chain here in australia for an autograph session....
and of course.... this little groupie went in hopes of meeting with tori....
so my class ended at 12pm and i rushed down to the CD store and lo and behold... a VERY long queue outside JB- hi fi was already in place!
okok... i know.... i shouldnt have expected our tori to have any less... and on hindsight now... i feel like an idiot for thinking i could go there late and still get an autograph from her!
anyways... i went down into the CD store and asked the fans if we could still get autographs and this guy told me that they said only everyone in the queue in the CD store will get their autographs and 10 more people from the queue outside...
resigned to my fate of not getting my autograph... i whisked away into a corner to take photos of tori instead...
there i was... lonesome little me.... staring so intently at tori.... and then.. i started crying!!!!
oh no! what was i doing? this is silly... stop crying stop crying!!! i was so embarassed....
i think it was because... at that moment... it was just so incredible... that she was there... and i was here... and that she... tori... the woman who sings to me in my darkest and happiest moments..... was there.... and i think i just felt like pouring out my soul to her... but i couldnt... and i was sad...
her songs mean so much to me... and there she was...
it really is ridiculous.... so i calmed myself down and told myself not to be silly.....
i was getting hungry.... and feeling faint... i often get claustrophobic and dizzy if i have to stand for too long... but i didnt know when i would see her again or if ever... so i just stood there... in the midst of it all... i remember tori glancing right at me...
she must have seen from the corner of her eye some girl staring at her.... and wanted to see if i was a statue or something... ahahah....
i hope i didnt freak her....
soon though... (abt 3 hrs) she said her goodbyes and thank yous and left... i said BYE TORI! but it came out softer than i had intended it to be... and she didnt hear me.....
ah well....
at least i got to see her one last time...
goodbye tori!
i will see u again....
until then... ur songs will see me thru it all.....
so today at 12pm... tori was going to appear at JB-hi fi... a CD chain here in australia for an autograph session....
and of course.... this little groupie went in hopes of meeting with tori....
so my class ended at 12pm and i rushed down to the CD store and lo and behold... a VERY long queue outside JB- hi fi was already in place!
okok... i know.... i shouldnt have expected our tori to have any less... and on hindsight now... i feel like an idiot for thinking i could go there late and still get an autograph from her!
anyways... i went down into the CD store and asked the fans if we could still get autographs and this guy told me that they said only everyone in the queue in the CD store will get their autographs and 10 more people from the queue outside...
resigned to my fate of not getting my autograph... i whisked away into a corner to take photos of tori instead...
there i was... lonesome little me.... staring so intently at tori.... and then.. i started crying!!!!
oh no! what was i doing? this is silly... stop crying stop crying!!! i was so embarassed....
i think it was because... at that moment... it was just so incredible... that she was there... and i was here... and that she... tori... the woman who sings to me in my darkest and happiest moments..... was there.... and i think i just felt like pouring out my soul to her... but i couldnt... and i was sad...
her songs mean so much to me... and there she was...
it really is ridiculous.... so i calmed myself down and told myself not to be silly.....
i was getting hungry.... and feeling faint... i often get claustrophobic and dizzy if i have to stand for too long... but i didnt know when i would see her again or if ever... so i just stood there... in the midst of it all... i remember tori glancing right at me...
she must have seen from the corner of her eye some girl staring at her.... and wanted to see if i was a statue or something... ahahah....
i hope i didnt freak her....
soon though... (abt 3 hrs) she said her goodbyes and thank yous and left... i said BYE TORI! but it came out softer than i had intended it to be... and she didnt hear me.....
ah well....
at least i got to see her one last time...
goodbye tori!
i will see u again....
until then... ur songs will see me thru it all.....
